Calm, Cool, Collective

…. Chaotic … Cautious … Complex
I started writing because relationships for me have gotten even more empty then they were years ago. My lack of ability to find and keep true friends is affecting my children’s social growth not to mention the walls I’ve built really just aren’t healthy. I need people who stimulate my mind and feed my interests and it really truly is hard to find that the older you get. My mind moves faster then my pen, my mind moves faster then my eyes, my mind moves faster then my hands, I can’t keep up sometimes and lie awake feeling so exhausted with nothing to talk to but paper. Fact is I’m not boring, I enjoy the same things most of you do, but a conversation that lasts more then 5 minutes is special to me, my work is my passion, and interruptions usually cause me to have to start over. I rarely get angry and steer clear of petty people and things. Life is beautiful and over analyzing for me makes me tired but I do it allll the time.
Back to work….

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